Currently Listening The Two EP's By Rock 'N' Roll Soldiers (So Many Musicians To Kill) Funny Little Feeling see related

anger anyone?

are there those things that just make you mad?
or am i being bipolar..?

emotional maybe?

Currently Reading Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas By James Patterson see related

"i close my eyes, just for tonight...."

man i must say, that this update, might be a little bit depressing, because i am certainly missing a white skinny white kid. lol

i have a lot of anger problems i need to deal with, but i think they are mostly because im not getting my way....which sucks.

schools almost out! yay! i cant wait, although i know that shortly after ill just be losing him again, but at least its temperary....i just know ill miss him hXc sooooo hXc until he comes back! that bois the sun that lights my sky!

"in a place where we only say goodbye"

i really lyke that song. "what sarah said" its so sad though....its not a super good time for me to be listening to it..haha

im trying to stay optimistic about everything....

good news though, car wash, mcgehee saturday..BE THERE! lol
im really excited about dance. a lot of ppl are saying it wont be that great of a year, but i think its just what we make it.

man...a month and three weeks. but yet it feels lyke its been longer. i guess thats just coz for lyke a month i was labled as "his girlfriend" b/c of the hand billboards.

welp...im getting off. b/c im tired of typing lol.

<3 much love! <3
AWMUHGHAWSH..! ...ilovebeej..!!
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wowo. i must say that i hate to brag...but ya know...theres just those things ya GOTSTA brag bout...

mah beej.. i swear. he just...he rocks mah socks off daily. and idk. its just i cant describe it, and i know that he cant either, but he did a good job of making me feel that way.

so, in short, i love you bj!

Currently Listening They're Only Chasing Safety By UnderOath A Boy Brushed Red, Living In Black And White see related

"untitled"

"untitled"

the gallows in the distance
remind me of the headstones
that rest forever in your backyard and oh..
how i wish i was there,
falling through every crack
in your room (oh how)
this silence is drowning me

falling to pieces
like i knew i would
(like i knew i would)
falling apart
because you are my glue
(you are my...)

listening to the laughter
as we draw ourselves nearer
to this hideous car crash scene
part of it sadistic (so sadistic)
part of it insane (your driving me insane)
the ways im missing you
(here it goes again)

falling to pieces
like i knew i would
(like i knew i would)
falling apart
because you are my glue
(you are my...)

the gallows now,
in my view
remind me how the lack of breath
(lack of breath)
grips me so tightly (you grip my throat)
simply when you leave
(oh, when you leave)

falling to pieces
like i knew i would
(like i knew i would)
falling apart
because you are my glue
(you are my...)

falling apart,
like i knew i would
falling apart,...
(oh,) without you.

Currently Listening They're Only Chasing Safety By UnderOath Its Dangerous Business Walking Out Your Front Door see related

what!! what!! whatwhat!!

what!! what!! whatwhat!!

i finally decided to sit down and acctually type a looong update lol, and tell yawl whats been going on..ya 'hurr?

k so not much HAS been happening, its been kinda rough because my moms been having a lot of health problems, and im having to deal with that and how i feel about that. its rather upseting to know that yr mothers heart has to be stopped just to make it slow down...

on top of that, tryouts are friday, and i am completely nervous. i have a severe case of cold feet....idk.

ON TOP OF THAT, there was prom.

i had such a G+reat time at prom!! everyone looked so beautiful!! it was just a great time, i think...

i love frodo sooooo much! hes lyke times ten adorable!! bjs so lucky to have him....but im lucky to have dharma and abbey! yep...ima dog lover.

i miss beej so much. lyke terible. *spanish*

crap, i forgot to put quotes on my facebook...rawr.
i guess this wont be long, will it? grr. ill be back!

<3

Currently Listening Clap Your Hands Say Yeah By Clap Your Hands Say Yeah Skin of My Yellow Country Teeth see related

what a gorgeous man...